I'm actually doing it. I just paid the holding deposit on a super cute house just down the road so that it disrupts our daughter as little as possible. I won't be telling him where I live initially. Just that I'm staying in the same village. I'll be taking our daughter with me. So I hope that knowing I'm not taking her back to my mum's (an hours drive away and I don't have a licence) and am staying close will ease him at least a small amount so I can reason with me. I'm honestly so nervous. Mostly about physically taking my lady out of the house without too much of a scene. I also honestly don't know if he would physically lash out to stop me. He's so unpredictable 😔. My anxiety is so horrendous atm that I've had to double my meds (after speaking to my Doctor) and it's still not preventing my morning vomiting. Or the shaking. Send me your strength please! I've never lived alone before. I'm so excited but also kinda nervous!