Feeling lost

I don’t know who’s gonna see this but I’m struggling to find out what job I want. I’m willing to do college but I really don’t want to. And everything is so expensive. I also really want to follow this boy around 😅. Besides all that I don’t have a goal in life am I supposed to? I want to live in an apartment with a cat but I feel broke as hell. What is a good yearly wage?🤔