I feel defeated

There’s an ongoing joke in my family that the women are so fertile they shouldn’t even wash their underwear with their partners or they’ll end up with triplets.

.... I thought it was my turn... my husband and I have to use a donor and I really thought this was my month...

Last month my period came two weeks early.... right after we tried.

I thought this month was going to be different. I was even getting nauseous.

Then the spotting started. And now the spotting is getting a little heavier.... just like last month...

my siblings saying “oh next month for sure we’re all just super fertile it’s okay”

Is honestly just making me feel like there is something wrong with me....

what did I do wrong....