We dated for 4 years and married two years at the start sex was great he never rejected it. He doesn’t want to eat me out he has told me it’s not necessary to do to a women but wants me to eat him out and he just wants to put it in and barely any fore play. He hasn’t done nothing romantic for me on a Valentine’s Day only once a flower that’s it. He just went to sleep on our wedding night and I had to go to sleep crying. After our marriage I wanted sex he always said he was tired and if I was lucky enough it was only for a few seconds he used the excuse of me being pregnant and that after she was born he would satisfy me. My daughter has even been for a weekend with my mom I’ve tried for us to have a lot of time alone. I no longer could connect during sex because how could I enjoy without touching and him eating me out he only did that once during all these years. I’ve told him that there’s many men in the world and that one will make me feel in a day what I haven’t felt in years. During sex I try to get horny enough sometimes I orgasm I get wet but don’t feel enough pleasure my mind is disconnected a lot of the time. I’ve told him that he has hurt me so much and made me cry so much that I don’t think I could forgive him. I’ve cried so much over this I remember when we were happy and I was satisfied I didn’t know after marriage he would change and now I’m finding out a lot of men change after marriage. I’ve cried full nights over this and been depressed over this barely eating I barely go out I have argued a lot with him. I even riped some of our old wedding photos a long time away I told him I hate him and I don’t know if I still love him I sometimes feel like I love him but hate him at the same time. I just know that I would be really happy to be satisfied again like years ago I haven’t been eaten out in years. Before he did everything to me to satisfy me. My ex ate me out all the time. My ex all the time wanted to do it and never changed. My husband is a good man in all aspects except sexually he became selfish and this is a women’s worst nightmare I’m only 22 years old and I’m this depressed when I just wanted to marry him and be happy with him forever I never imagined something like this.