i just need some mom friends to talk to

Today has just been rough.

i’m not sleeping due to intense itching at night, it’s horrible and i’m so uncomfortable. I’m 22 weeks pregnant and i’m just starting to get uncomfortable with sleeping

my son is 4 and he’s so spoiled with my mom. My mom just gives him everything and i’m considered the bad one when i try to discipline him because he doesn’t listen. We were on a car ride because we went clothes shopping, my son not behaving and my mom gives in. He had to pee in the car so we had stopped and took him pee. He didn’t want to get back in the car seat so he was screaming and i just told him i’m not listening to it he knows that when we are in the car he has to stop. So my mom trying to distract him which makes it worsep, he screams more. So she buys him a truck. He’s just been not behaving at alle

fast forward to the afternoon, my brothers dog and my moms dog got in a dog fight awhile ago. My brothers dog bite my mom and cornered my son and he was scared to death. Well my brother decided to bring him over for god knows why, and of course i’m angry. I’m yelling at my mom saying are you stupid you got bite and had my son cornered like way to be smart. She told me if i don’t like it, it’s her house. So i told her if they want to be dumb that’s fine but my son and i will not be hurt so i picked him up and left.

he was crying and making me feel bad because he wanted to stay and play. So we went to the park and he had pooped his pants. So i’m just at this point so emotional because i’m just exhausted. I got him cleaned up and now we are home. I just can’t catch a break and needed to vent.