Just looking for opinions

After 8 years of waiting to see 2 lines I think I lost our baby. Positive test day of missed period. EXACTLY one week later woke up with dark spotting (4/1) few hours later got heavier and bright red and cramping. I started passing clots that night and the next day clots and bleeding increased and I think I passed the baby later on that day (4\2) I found something small and pink in one of the clots. After cleaning everything off I think its our baby. Today (4/4) bleeding has slowed to spotting dark brown. Ive never had a miscarriage before. Im am devastated. I honestly don't know what Im looking to hear...support maybe, reassurance, someone to tell me I have lost it. I keep going back and forth telling myself its gone and then maybe i still have a baby. I had an appointment for our 1st ultrasound on the 16th. Im not expecting good results 😞 I would have been 5 weeks the day bleeding started. Is this possibly our baby? Does anyone think there's any hope

for us?