Weight gain during pregnancy

I’m 32 weeks and everyone has been telling me to do my maternity photo shoot but I’m so completely insecure about my body - I’ve gained 50 pounds this pregnancy and I can’t even lay down without feeling absolutely disgusted about myself 😞 I just feel the fat everywhere, I was 150-160 pre pregnancy and now 200 pounds! I haven’t weighed myself in almost a month so I’m sure that number has gone up. I was also in a toxic relationship and I think that just influenced me to eat all my feelings not to mention pregnancy cravings. I feel completely blessed and so fortunate to even be able to carry my sweet girl but the weight is definitely getting to me what makes me more scared is doing my maternity shoot and the pictures making me feel even more insecure!