My boyfriend calls me a hoe whenever i try to look cute.. i have self esteem issues and i have days where i feel good about myself and dress up and he’ll ask are you going out like that ? And I’ll say yes what’s wrong ? And he’ll say nothing and say you just want attention or i look like a hoe..

i don’t wear makeup or eyelashes because i don’t know how to do it but if i say imma try it it’s you don’t need it or you tryna be like these hoes out here..

today i checked his Instagram and it was nothing but half naked women or women he claims he doesn’t like nor ever want..

He’ll try to take a pic of us together and say imma post it but he always delete it and never even post it..

that’s why now when he “takes pic” i don’t even want to be in them because it’s no point, all he goin to do is lie and say he post it when he really deleted it..

I’m hurt over this and i just don’t say anything anymore.. it’s got to a point I’m just quiet around him and shrug because it’s tiring.