Sometimes it’s too much... 🛑TRIGGER WARNING⛔️

I had a daughter in December who is my entire world, but with her birth came so much anxiety. I never realized how many ways your child could just be gone. Everything is plastered with warning signs about death is various ways. Even before you leave the hospital, you have to be told all the safety guidelines because your child could die, and even then, you still could lose them following all the rules. This Memorial Day was so hard. All I could see at every cemetery were all these babies head stones and my heart would just hurt so much. My friends have lost their children in freak accidents, one over memorial weekend. Everything around me is just screaming how little control I have. That at any moment I could lose my daughter. My heart aches. I can’t logic my way out of my anxiety because it’s true, people, even ones I know, lose their children everyday. It doesn’t stop me from going out and living life, but I can’t stop thinking about it.