I know I’m gonna get a lot of judgment but I have nobody to talk to and I need to just say my thoughts out loud… ugh I got out of a 9 year mentally abusive marriage which gave me two beautiful kids, In the end of 2019. Soon after moving out I met the man of my dreams through my work it was literally like love at first sight, we started dating for a few months but it didn’t work out bc of long distance. It went from a relationship to a casual booty call now and then… it’s been over a year of it now. He’s the only one I’ve had sex with since my divorce and I still love him but I know he doesn’t feel the same… now I just found out I’m pregnant and feel like a failure for being single and pregnant with my 3rd. I’m only 30years old. I know how parenthood and pregnancy works I know I should’ve been safe and protected… I just don’t know how to even tell him or how to feel about this all.