Vbac or c-section!?

So I’m just about 30 weeks! My babies will be 18 months apart. My previous baby was a c-section bc 40 hours of labor and never progressed past 5cm🥺so my doctor apt is next week and I am most likely thinking of scheduling the next c-section. But still wondering if I should labor on my own if my water breaks. I cannot decide. I just can’t. Baby is also breech right now🙄ugh anyone have successful vbac 18 months after last baby??? I’m nervous either way but worry about csection recovery!