Afraid i have skin cancer/Melanoma

So i feel like the black spots on my body, on the back of my hands and feet ...that keep popping up is Melanoma. Every time i look its a new black spots.

And yes ive made an appointment for a derm but theyre so booked.. I have to wait until the 29th of July to be seen ...

I really feel like its hpv related bc i had hpv 16 and 18

And these black spots are appearing withint the 2 going on 3 yrs Ive had Hpv.

Then while changing I noticed a big brown splotch 2 of them across my back.

Idk what to do.

Its been 9 days since my colp th3y said theyd call me within 7 no one has callrd wnd i dont have the results of that colp.

Its like no matter how hard I try to get help. Im not getting help.

Im so afraid Im going to die... And soon bc im not getting help and even when i do book myself to be seen... Its like a month off.

Please someone give me some type of encouraging words. Im so lost. Rn i have 2 small kids.