I feel so alone in this pregnancy

My first my husband was most of the time supported.

My second he was good but we lost the baby.

This is my 3rd pregnancy and biggest I have ever been pregnant and I feel so disrespected.... he been calling me ugly and rude names as joke but it’s hurting me and I keep telling him. He always Bugs me when I sleep and one morning he Wouldn’t stop touching me and I yelled at him and he said he was just touching me cause he feels bad for me. Today I told him to stop touching my boobs and he told me it’s not his fault they hang down so far...... like I’m just hurting my his words and I keep telling how bad they hurt me. But he doesn’t seem to care. So I’m just laying here crying .. so feel so ugly and lost .... like this is not how I thought having our second child would be ....