Criminalized Marijuana Use - SOS

Anyone here a doctor? I really miss smoking.

Hi guys.

So I moved to Texas from Canada this year, and when weed became legal in Canada my world shifted. I had never been happier.

Long story short I’m wondering if anyone knows a good medication for acute anxiety that has helped them or a loved one.

Long story longer lol read below..

I have high functioning anxiety and am an empath, it’s exhausting. I didn’t know I needed a bit of THC & CBD until I tried it properly upon decriminalization and it changed my life. It made me see things that used to cause me so much stress the way “normal” people see them, and it made me not only a better person to others but also to myself. And I have always been so hyper focused on being kind, hardworking, fun, helpful, etc - I could finally breath, I could finally focus on what was important. Never in my life had I been able to function so well, compartmentalize, prioritize and take care of myself.

Just so you can better understand, I’m not super neurotic - but definitely a bit and things like having people over would stress me out I needed everything perfect on my end and I needed them to be the perfect guests, but I would never show it, I’m always overly accommodating and put myself last the whole time. And I would be so stressed out and sad when they left and again - never show it. Like I would cry and be unable to function/get off the couch/get out of the car/whatever. Want to call everyone to distract me from my day but not want to see anyone at all and I feel both things powerfully at the same time.

This year my husband got a job in Texas and while it’s been nice my world has been turned on it’s head. My brain functions the same as before, I don’t know what’s wrong with me but something is wrong.

No, I’m not addicted, so let’s just get that out of the way. I haven’t smoked in ages and I had no time leaving it and no withdrawal symptoms.

THC and CBD are truly medicinal - I can’t access my medicine legally here 😓 and breaking the law won’t help my anxt. Anyone been through this?? I want a prescription for my anxt that I can take on bad days!! I wish I had a natural remedy like I did in Canada but at this point, I’ll take what I can get and I’m wondering if anyone has been through this and experienced success through western medicine? I’ve never had a prescription for anything before (I was in denial I had a problem most of my life - can finally admit it to myself now but not my loved ones, the thought of them knowing makes me feel terrible)

Thanks so much for reading if you’ve come this far and thx even more for helpful or even just supportive comments 🙏🏻💙

All love.