So aside from me feeling down, I try to remain positive and when I’m feeling fine my husband has this look on his face like he’s bothered. And I ask him what’s wrong & he’s says nothing then says he knows “I’m irritated” which I’m not. He has said that sooo many times and then he really shows he’s irratated like IM NOT IM REALLY NOT & I will if he can’t just accept that I really have a resting bitch face you know? 5 years into this relationship and now it’s a problem ? Huh idc. So theee other day I thought it would be nice to take him out to Applebee’s then to the movies right? So after Applebee’s we had gone to target to get some snacks and I was like pick whatever you want and he was mad saying “if you want something get it don’t tell me your getting stuff idc you buy it” like whaaaaa? So I was like whatever. Then we’re walking to the car right the sun is in my face then he’s like what’s wrong and I said nothing the sun is in my face. Then he goes on hella mad that he’s mad that I’m “irritated” and I’m lying that I’m not annoyed and does he not make me happy like why can’t I look happy !

*at this point I wanted to cry and I kinda started crying because how am I not showing that I’m happy like ?🥲 I thought I was taking him out? Like am I suppose to pretend my facials ? Out of the time we’ve been together I’m suppose to change? I feel like I’m not myself anymore ? What am I suppose to do?*

I just really felt like I needed to vent that out 😊 here’s a selfie because why not?😇