Miscarriage mommas?

Madison

Hey there ladies. I went in today for a transvaginal ultrasouns due to having a lot of painful cramping. They were worried it was an ectopic so they did it to be safe. They told me nothing was seen in my tubes, uterus or anything. They said the only thing seen was a corpus luteum on my left ovary. I am only 4 weeks 4 days so it was not to concerning. However they drew my beta levels to see where they sat…. Yesterday they were 58 today it has dropped to 50.7. They told me to prepare for a miscarriage. I am at a loss for words. I never knew such a small sentence could put such a huge weight on my heart…. I have never been so broken and devestated. I just need help figuring out how to cope with this news. I have a 21 month old son who I will hold tighter tonight and thank god I have him. This just hurts so bad.