So I’m in my TWW and I’m not far enough along to test. There is a change I’m pregs and a chance I am not. I’ve gone off the deep end I guess because this month I have the oddest belief that I am pregnant. To pass the idle time I’m looking at baby shower ideas on Pinterest! If I’m not pregnant I won’t be upset because we aren’t even actively trying. I just have had a strong maternal instinct pulsing through me. I haven’t told anyone not even hubby because I don’t wanna sound looney. I’d do other more productive things in my idle time if I could but my brain only knows baby right now. It’s kinda ridiculous. I can’t stop obsessing no matter how hard I try. And I’m trying reallyyy hard.