Maybe I am overreacting..

Samantha

Does anyone else find themselves unattractive when it comes to there spouse? I have honestly been feeling this way a lot here lately even when I try to hit around for sex towards my fiancé like tonight he started rubbing my nipples and playing with my thong and I started trying things he got up and brush his teeth and went to sleep? Like what’s the point of getting me turned on then get up and brush your teeth and go to bed? I feel like men sometimes don’t understand how these small things can effect a women at all. All I could do is just lay there and think my head maybe I am not sexy enough to turn you on anymore or maybe I am not good in bed anymore or pretty enough like this has happened countless times and I feel like it’s honestly has effect me in so many ways it’s even made me sad and depressed i am not sure if I am just overreacting or being a big baby😞. Depression just hits real hard even not with just my sex life but with losing my son Liam 7 months ago and knowing I honestly want another baby but I feel like that’s not going to happen with my fiancé I just honestly feel like that just really depressed me even more even seeing all my friends getting pregnant and having there little joy I feel like I never get to experience that 1 last time maybe I am being selfish🥺