lately i been so down & like i overthink EVERYTHING , i worry & think about stuff that i shouldn’t & every time i start talking to someone new i instantly push them away and don’t want to talk to them for no reason ... then it’s days i just sleep all day to avoid people and thinking about things . i can be happy then out of nowhere i’m sad & depressed for nothing like i don’t understand . i have very dark thoughts & cry a lot about things that i honestly don’t understand . i love to alone be to myself but when i’m alone that’s when my mind wonder & goes to the darkest places .