Hemorrhoids 😭

***TMI***

Welp. I'm only 5 weeks 4 days pregnant, and I'm pretty sure I've developed hemorrhoids. Apparently it's common in the first or third trimester 😑 My husband has had them since high school when he took a weight lifting class. So, when I came back from the bathroom looking like I just saw my life flash before my eyes and described what I saw he relaxed his face and said I know exaaaactly what you just saw and you are NOT dying. 😂the best way I could describe it is what you see after peeing on the morning of like your 2nd or 3rd day on your period.. Coming from your butt. 🙁

I moved some stuff around the house earlier and did kinda strain when I went but like who doesnt when they're having a weird diarrhea go?? Lol (off and on for the last week so didn't think anything of it)

ughh I could friggin diiieee that's so disgusting/embarrassing lol we went to the store looking for something to use (apparently not all suppositories are safe to use during pregnancy) and my hubby's loud self is trying to reassure me and I'm just trying to get the hell out of the aisle before people look at the person with the bleeding asshole 😭 it's not too irritated but does feel uncomfortable. Anyone else deal with this so early on??