Not ready .

Tomorrow my baby will be here by c section. I’m not ready & actually I’m a little scared. I’m upset with her is that weird ? I had to go through an external version and she didn’t even move. I want my baby here with me already but I’m so scared of how she’s coming & the pain I’m going to go through. Besides pain I’m just scared overall like what if I can’t be a good mom? What if I’m not attentive enough ? Please help.