Struggling

I am having a really hard time right now. My husband and I have been trying for our second baby, but we have chosen not share that with anyone.( We don't want all of the questions again). We really struggled with the first one because I have PCOS and are now struggling with the second. I am having a hard time, and with not sharing that we are trying has made it hard each month we are not successful. I figure telling strangers doesn't count. I am just sad about it. Just needed to put this out there in the universe.