Am I crazy?

Has anyone else ever peed on the stick 2DPiUi — knowing that the Ovidrel shot hasn’t worn out yet — just for the sake of seeing two lines come up regardless of the outcome in two weeks?

Judge me all you want… but I really needed to see these lines today. After a miscarriage, a couple of chemical pregnancies, and almost 3 years of TTC, I got my first IUI on 7/15, and the BETA is scheduled for 7/30. It’s gonna be a heck of a TWW. But today, that’s what I needed to see. These two pink lines coming up effortlessly 💛

Anyone else done that… ever? 🙋🏻‍♀️

UPDATE: Got a negative BETA 💔