AF is due tomorrow, so I took a test out of curiosity today……*drumroll*

B F N🥺

We have been trying for a year and nothing…month after month after month. I have always had this weird feeling that as much as I wanted to be one, it wouldn’t work out for me to be a mom, and month after month it seems that my “inkling” was right.

Definitely hopeless right now.

I’m 32. I’m not going to keep trying. I hate that I’m this “old” already. Let alone possibly getting pregnant even older. Sigh sigh sigh.