3rd baby at 24? Just wanna a mommy makeover!!

Olivia • 25! Momma to two girls ❤️ Medical Coder 🤓 Future RHIA!

My husband and I are both so torn on if we want to try for a third. I’m 24 and he’s 26.. we have two daughters. Autumn who will be 3 in September and Ivy (20months). They were both c sections so it makes me nervous bc I wouldn’t want another c section. I’d want to try for a V2BAC. I feel awful because I basically want to have a baby either NOW or never bc I know I want a third child but I also want to get a mommy makeover and there’s no point in getting one now if I’ll have another in a couple years so I’m basically trying to rush it so we can have our three and then I can get my mommy makeover and can be hot for the rest of my 20’s. 🤣

I know this makes me sound so shallow and awful 😭 but it really is my thought process! And my husband doesn’t quite want another yet but he does want to try for a son in “a year or two”. But I know if I 100% told him I want to try now he would. Any thoughts?