Venting

Tyler

Hey I need to vent… me and my partner have been trying for a baby for over 2 years now and for some reason I can never get pregnant. I have had 1 miscarriage and me and my partner have sex a lot especially around my ovulation date… I’m just having a hard time around this… I thought I might be pregnant this time round… had sore boobs, nauseated, dizzy, and implantation bleeding but nope my period comes a day early. I feel so discouraged and sad for my partner as it’s not fair on him, he’s so loving and kind about this situation but I just feel so bad and guilty that the one thing a women should do I can’t seem to do. I’m scared to go to the doctors in case they tell me I’ll never be able to have a baby… I am pre sure I have endometriosis as my periods are soo heavy for example wearing 3 pads at night and 2 during the day changing them at least 3-4 times a day and there sooo painful even codene doesent touch the sides. I’m just sad 😢 and I hate this 😪