I hate talking about stuff but I don’t know I need to get another perspective on this.

I have been talking this guy for 4 years I mean we were on and off but we always managed to talk to each other again. He has always been there for me in which I’m so grateful for.

Currently I have school and I work a lot .

Usually I call him at night but I do text him during the day when I can but for him it isn’t enough.

He’s always trying to argue with me about it in his words he says ‘’he’s doing the same shit’’.

Let me be more specific I work 7 days a week sometimes . I have a day off every now and then and when I do I would rather rest . The other day was my birthday and he told me happy early birthday two days before but he didn’t text me at all on my birthday although he was up at 12:00 so I’m sure he could have sent me a quick text .

He didn’t which it isn’t a big deal but it’s interesting how you would want someone in your life so bad but don’t inquire about them on their birthday.

I try the best I can considering I have so much on my plate and when I do try such as texting him if he’s okay he responds ‘’why wouldn’t I be ?.

We had an argument over this .

Another thing I’m currently at work .

I work at clothing store and it’s hard for me to be on my phone . He called me and I answered because I wanted to show him I was at work. I said I’m at work look. He then asks me to get on the camera and talk while

I’m telling him I’m at work.

I hung up and said I can only text and he never responded.

I mean I get what he’s saying when he tells me I need to stop working a lot and I need to live my life and he’s right but right now I have to work to live .

No one is helping me in which I can get help but I want to do it on my own and to him I’m stupid .

That’s what he tells me or sometimes he tells me I ‘’I ask slow or I’m going insane.

Another thing I am a vegetarian I have been for a year and I don’t plan on eating meat ever again.

Nothing against people who eat meat .

It just upsets my stomach .

I always tell him this and he goes your going to eat meat soon or he always tells me I’m to skinny .

It’s like he wants to change me and it’s not ok .

Another thing we have been talking for forever but I barely know much about him .

It’s crazy .

I do know he has a sister in which when I first got my new car he told me his parents bought his sister a car for 20,000 dollars but when I asked him yesterday what grade is his sister going to he said six grade.

He also lies a lot to me.

I’m so close to ending it .

I really want a relationship but I don’t want to have to fix someone . I would rather be alone.

Life is already stressful.

Am I overreacting?