How to let go. He said he didnt mean it.

My bf called me a stupid hoe when i asked him for money to get formula.

I broke up with him then told him off but when i went to see him he said those are just words and i was tripping and if. It was me that said that he wouldnt leave me. I said i told my mom bc i need someome to talk to about it he said he hadnt told his parents at all and i said well yeah bc u werent the one callrd a stupid hoe.

He said i dont like to work through things.

I know it seems easy cut it off but i feel i have zero support. No friends and my family i s toxic. At work my mom let my daughter sit in a soiled diaper bc she was mad at me..constantly trying ti throw me out. Tells me im lazy ect..

My dad argued with me about how he doesnt need to put gas in my car. Keeps arguing with me. Critizes my parenting.

I feel my bf even tho he says crazy things he loves me more than my parents. Idk.

Im just in a hard place.

It was hard but i told my bf i need to be alone. Im trying not to lose it from anxiety.

Thanks Cheyenne.... Ur right. Its just hard getting called names from him and my parents just wild. Uhg. Hard. Then i have no one really.