You are not alone, I’m 18 weeks pregnant with my first baby. All I can think of is why am I not excited. I have everything I could ask for, a loving husband, a supportive family. Why am I not happy, or excited? This is a dream come true, I always wanted him. Why am I depressed ? Why am I lacking motivation, why don’t I want to do anything ? Can he feel what am I feeling, then I get worst because I know he can feel. If you need to talk I am here, we can lift each other up. It’s hard to try to head your head up out of the water, but we can do it. God willing I will get through this depression.