Does anyone else feel excited to start TTC, but is overwhelmed with the fear of the unknown, doctors, needles, caring for another life, nervous about being ready, scared for L&D, epidurals, etc? My list could go on and as much as I know I want this and Ive waited for this, now that we're planning on trying Im so scared that it is keeping me from being genuinely excited for this next journey with my husband because im so focused on these other things, especially the doctor and needles part.

I. Hate. Doctors/Needles. Lol

Can't talk to any of my friends about it because I feel like I sound crazy but would love to know if anyone has had these thoughts/fears or if you could just tell me if this is normal. 🤦‍♀️ I wish I could just be excited and go with the flow but it's been very hard for me lately... I wish I could only feel excitement 😔