I am FLIPPING MISERABLE…

So I went into L&D yesterday not feeling well and my baby wasn’t kicking much. (She is fine and I apparently am fine) They ran all the tests for preeclampsia and cholestasis. Cholestasis takes 48 hours so I won’t know until tomorrow sometime. Preeclampsia I had 130s/80s the four hours I was in the hospital. I also had quite a bit of protein in my urine Now all day today my blood pressure has been 120s/80s they said if I have a 140/90 or 140 or 90s for bottom to come in. They told me I have to have protein and a higher blood pressure to be diagnosed with preeclampsia. Which I have been feeling like crap and like I literally can’t do anything but be on bed rest. Any physical exertion takes it out of me. I want my august baby but I am concerned that the doctors don’t seem more concerned about the protein in urine. Either way I want an elective induction at 39 weeks because I am so miserable being pregnant. I thought my body would have gone into labor by now because she dropped weeks ago and this is my second baby. I have been having TONS of Braxton Hicks cramping and no labor. I get cholestasis results tomorrow and have a regular appointment and antenatal testing in case I do have cholestasis again. Anyways I am just ranting because I am so OVER being pregnant. I live on the third floor, I have an angry sassy toddler, it’s like 100 degrees everyday, I’m huge, tired, swelling and I am worried about delivery having a second born etc etc. all the things…..