toxic relationship and pregnant

makina

I’m 33 weeks pregnant in the most toxic environment and relationship ever . We’ve been friends ever since we were 12, best friends. ever since we got together it’s been awful, we’ve been together for 9 years on and off and it always turns bad. this pregnancy and my last were his and it’s been hell. i’ve never experienced something so awful and toxic . i feel so stuck. we have a 1 year old, and about to have a new born . this is his house, we are not married and I had to stop working due to pregnancy complications. I am stuck and i have to stay , yet he kicks us out almost weekly then says he’s sorry and i stay every time . but what else am i supposed to do ? I play dead and try to ride it out until i figure it out ? it’s killing me . i am surprised i haven’t had a miscarriage because of the extreme stress. what would you do? i have no option but to stay . i’m so miserable