FINALLY

There was a time when I did not believe I would ever be first

A time when I would be second at home, school and work

There were times I could only hold my head up for a short time

As words thrown at me were showing off characters, that were not mine

I am not

The prettiest, nicest or coolest girl you’ll meet but the way this man loves me has me skipping down the street

He is the reason I totally melt inside

I have to pinch myself, and him sometime knowing he is mine does more than make me smile.

It’s the only thing keeping me sane during these times

He’s found new ways to let me know

There are many reasons that i make him glow

He is the reason my heart joyously sings

The only one to make me want to wear a wedding ring

He is my friend, my lover, comforter and protector.

He’s the reason my life feels so much better.

Even when I’ve watched a scary movie too late at night, I sleep comfortably with him by my side

You know the feeling when you buy your comfort food,

It’s always the same, and it never fails to bring you happiness?

That’s the feeling I get with him

I don’t feel out of place. I feel like things will be alright.

I’m learning to love him in that very same way

I love him for letting me try and teaching me;

To love someone as beautifully as he clearly knows how

Things have moved quickly, and I admit I am scared

But when his face lights up, I can’t think of a single fear

I never really knew him

He was just another guy, not even yet a friend

But when I got to know him,

I let my heart unbend.

Something I didn’t know I could do again

I couldn’t help past memories

that would only make me cry

I had to forget my first love

and give love another try

This guy deserves it, to be aloud to love

Not only to give it but to love and be loved

So I’ve fallen in love with him; there I said it

Not as loud or as often but it’s said full of confidence.

So FINALLY!

I’m finally first.

First to see him in the morning and first to kiss him good night

I’m finally someone’s only, not an option to have on the side

Ha! Im finally first to cum, and second third and fourth…

He’s put me on a pedestal

But I didn’t know I was afraid of heights.

I’m not sure what to do with the amount of love he’s given.

I constantly need to talk myself out of having his children.

There are new rules up here,

Worrying is against the law,

Wanting for affirmation is a no no

Wondering if he wants me is at an all time low

I like being loved like this, and held like this

I think I could get used to this.

-TLC