Hairdresser I need your help!!!

So, I need advice!

I want to balayage my hair soooooo bad (I KNOW IT WONt HAPPEN IN ONE GO AND WILL TAKE SOME TIME)

I have dark (I’m Hispanic) very thin hair with red undertones.

For the past year and 3 months I have done nothing but blow dry and curl my hair once a week.

And before that I’d use Wella dark brown hair color and probably curl my hair 2-3 times a week.

But like 2-3 years ago I use to use the box Walmart bleach and curl my hair everyday🙈🙈

It was in bad shape.

Since then I’d probably had over a foot of hair chopped off.

If you heard my story and just saw my hair would you give me a chance at bleaching my hair?

I’ll be honest I’ve had some bad experiences in hair salons.

I head a lot of “wow your hair is damaged” “you need a lot more than that cut off” and just people being rude which makes me not want to go back. So every couple months I’ll just go in and chop a lot off.

I don’t know… if I don’t even have a chance I don’t even want to go in, ya know

That’s all my hair in my hand.