I don’t want to hide during sex

Tamara • 12•16•18💙

I have a child and after pregnancy my self esteem went extremely low and Im self conscious about my body with all my sexual partners I hide blanket over my face pillow anything in sight lol. And being honest I want to fully enjoy sex see my mans face while he Moans and grunts I don’t want to keep hiding my face during sex or doing sex positions in which they can’t see my face. So my question is how do I start not hiding anymore lol I don’t even know where to start or how