Venting

Ni

Hey everyone

Anyone working full time and have other kids?

Like I have zero energy to get stuff ready for the new baby. By the time I get home and take care of my son I’m sf tired. I never got out of the morning sickness phase so im super nauseous after 3pm. I am on diclegis but i can only take at night because I’m sensitive to the sleep aid in it and i will literally be knocked out during the day if I take it. So my guess is it wears off by 3pm. Like im dead fucking weight in the house because I get up to go to work at 6:30am not home until 5p. My son needs to be fed, played with, bath, bed. Now it’s 8pm and I still need to clean up and shower and all for tmr. And y’all know how bad sleep is. I am up every hour-1.5hours to either turn or pee. Im just miserable. I wish I had help. I am married but my husband is opposite schedule. So he is working weekends and he is night work most of the time. This week he was day work so i was like YES I CAN GET STUFF DONE! Nope. Acid reflux and literally burping up vomit after 3pm. I have begged him to sprinkle some vacation days into his schedule so that I can get some sort of break but his supervisors literally deny him and he maxed out his sick time. I am going to see if my dr will fill out FMLA for him so they can’t deny him sick time.

I get really jealous of the girls with moms and sisters and aunts and all that help out. Like I would kill for my mom to come look through and sort baby clothes with me or even to take my son for a few hours Saturday morning so i can get things done. Im just getting to the point where im fucking over working. I sit at my desk and waste all my energetic/no nausea hours. By the time I’m home I’m so exhausted. I can stop working soon but I’m not gonna be paid so I am trying to hold out

Anyway if u read all this thanks for listening. If you’re still sick please comment so I know it’s not just me. Lmao.