Gender disappointment

Kristen

Well I feel like the worst mom ever. I’m pregnant with baby number 3. I have two girls and now I’m expecting a boy, I thought for sure it was another girl. I have clothes from my first that my second wore, clothes that my first wore then we handed to my neighbor and she gave back to me for my second to wear. They have a story. I cried all day today when I found out we were having a boy. I had a horrible relationship with my only brother and I dreaded if I ever would have a boy. 😣 I want to be excited and I feel like I will be. Please help me out of this funk . My youngest and this new baby will have to share a room for now so I’m also stressed about that.