I'm relieved that the first trimester is over. That my extremely high risk pregnancy, is now just high risk. My chances of losing this baby are significantly lower now. I had a very high risk of losing him.

But with all that aside as much as I'm glad biologically it's over. I'm still exhausted. I haven't gotten my energy back. And I'm still super irrationally emotional (especially anger, which I found out today is common 🤷🏼‍♀️) I was ashamed to tell my doctor. That my worst mood swing is anger. But she said that's normal but should subside in the second trimester... oh ok but that's TOMORROW! I doubt I'll feel magically better when I wake up like 💥 second trimester you are all better from all first trimester issues.. 🙄

When, when will this fatigue, anger swings, (nausea! because I remember feeling better with the nausea before the second trimester even started). My first pregnancy seems easy compared to this one so far.. im 13 weeks tomorrow and I'm ready to have my hormones leveled. 🙃