Before having my baby, I was so determined to breastfeed. Then he went to the NICU and had a hard time with matching, so I pumped for maybe 2 1/2 months. But then I got overwhelmed with having to pump SO much and stopped. Then I tried again about 3 weeks later because I was sick, still producing a tiny amount, thought it would boost his immunity and was hoping it would boost my supply back up. But I think between being sick, no luck with supply, but still getting the hormones, I had a really hard time mentally. Now I’m, again, 3 weeks past that time. I’m on medication for my mental health and finally feel happy again. I want to breastfeed SO bad but I’m scared to jeopardize my mental health again.