I really need to unload

And I dont feel like the weight of what I have dealt with in the last month is significant to anyone and then maybe it's way too much for me to make anyone one listen too. The chances of someone reading this whole post I think is small so I think this is a safe place. At the end of July a fucking squirrel chewed through a condensation hose causing a leak in the the cileing of my daughters room. The cieling fan fell bc it wasn't installed correctly. The following weekend I busted my 14 year old getting high with a THC wax pen and then later to find that she was drinking my alcohol and taking pictures of body although she did have a bra on. That same week my husband became severely ill with covid 19 was hospitalized for 23 days. He gave it to my 14 month old thank God she was ok no severe illness. Me and my 3 daughters had to quarantine for 10 days. I missed work for almost 2 weeks. He doesnt get sick days pto or other compensation for being out sick...he is self employed. I finally get to work. I am a school nurse and the overwhelming work involved with contact tracing assessing monitoring and following up with families about students is head spinning. I work a second job after school to make up for lost wages now. I've been trying to get my house refinanced during this month hoping to get a lower mortgage with the interest rates at an all time low. The day to day is now so exhausting