So I’m 20 weeks pregnant and I got my dream job. About 6 years ago I got my diploma and license for Pharmacy Tech. My license expired in 2016 and I never renewed it because me and my husband just had our second son and when he was 5mths old I found out I was pregnant with our 3rd. So I put my career on hold to me a SAHM and now we have 5 kids and I’m 20weeks pregnant. My husband is military and an electrician/union. And in the coming week he’s going to be gone for a month and he’s expressed stressing over money. Now threw out the years I’ve had the need to work and help financially, but it never works out cause my mom who babysits insist she can, but never can commit. Anyway, so recently my husband has expressed being stressed about money cause we’re trying to save for a house and hopefully start looking in January. My 3 sons start soccer this week also. So I felt the need to find work to help financially. So same day I applied and called about a pharmacy tech position and was told to go in to interview right away then I was hired on the spot and was told to look into renewing my license. I wore a girdle and tried sucking in my stomach and just tried to pull off looking wide/thick. I no way mentioned being pregnant and yesterday was my first day. It is a part time position. So my husband wasn’t in the best of moods about it and still isn’t. He’s never liked me working it always triggers anger in him. Idk why cause I never bother him with anything. Anyway my moms insisting it’ll be different this time and insisting she can commit and it does seem genuine and different. Im assuming because it’s for a career she’s always seen me in and I’m finally doing it. So I guess I have several concerns. Spreading myself too thin with being a mom, soccer, church, school, wife, doctors appointments. And it being too much for me and I don’t wanna have to quit cause i feel it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity considering the big gap from training I have. And then the fact they don’t know I’m pregnant and soon a girdle won’t be enough. Idk how I’ll tell them or when. I’m afraid if and when I do they’ll fire me on the excuse that my license isn’t renewed yet. But then I’m wondering is that better cause it may be kinda much for me taking this job on for now. But I’m really happy to have it and don’t want to let it go. And on the other hand I finally have my kids in sports and being active in church and school that I feel like shit starting work and having to miss some of it. Any tips or advice? Idk what I’m searching for here just opinions I guess on if it sounds like I’m making a good choice. And please no mean and negative comments please I put myself down about what may be right or wrong as it is.