I successfully had sex!

Hey girls so if any of you had kept up with my post, I'm the gay dad who was going through a divorce of my husband of 14 years. If you haven't read any of my post or kept up with them, maybe someone in the comments will catch you up but I'm no longer talking about him anymore. He's out of my life and I'm moving on. So my failed hook up and I have remained good friends. And looks like that's kinda turning into more because we successfully had sex that didn't turn into me bawling my eyes out😅(warning a little graphic with the gay sex). First off, he's bigger than he who must not be named and he uses it WELL! The pounded I received was pure ecstasy. Like I'm talking I came like 5x. I still don't know if I'm ready to open myself back up romantically... But honestly with the everything I've been through, I say why not possible give it a shot