I'm chop liver 😭

Not sure how to feel about this. 🤣

So ever since I had my 2nd baby 3 months ago my in laws take my son every Friday for a fun filled day. He LOVES it. But I'm hearing all these sweet stories about how he just wants to be held by nana the whole time and only nana to read books and takes naps with her. And he's not like this with me. 😭 I know he sees me so busy with his sister and he's so sweet because when I'm holding her, he'll pretend to be rocking his stuffed animal while I'm walking her to sleep. And feeding it when I'm feeding the baby. I try to get as much cuddles in with him as I can, but he definitely doesn't want me to hold him as much (or at least doesn't show it).....

Today when he came back he was a hyped out crazy kid the whole time they were here and he was being a bit rough and agressive with me too. And not listening. Anyone have any ideas as to why this might be? He's always like this after being with them. During the week I really make a lot of time for me and him, we do activities together, cuddle and read books, and he's very happy and doesn't act that way. So I guess I'm just confused and also a little sad, lol.

I'm just not sure if he's upset towards me for not being able to be as present and attentive as they can be because Fridays are alllll about him. I'm also not sure how I feel about this regular thing they do, would you all think it's awesome and be happy about it?

I'm obviously feeling a bit jealous here, but I do genuinely love that he has his nana and papa! Guess I'm just wanting to hear from other moms what you think. 😜