I just broke up with my boyfriend of 11 months and I feel a little better..

Our relationship was rocky from the start. He wasn't over his ex, still messed around with her. I was kinda.. understanding, since we wernt dating. We worked through it.

But idk our relationship was rocky the whole time. He couldn't comunicate without blaming me or arguing, (I argue too but I'm also capable of cordial conversation if reciprocated).. idk sometimes he'd be really really mean for no damn reason. I was also with him because of my childhood trauma attachment style.(I'm now able to recognize and avoid these types of partners) We had a big blow out fight where he wouldn't let me leave but also wouldn't leave me alone and I was yelling because of it. The straw happened 2 months prior; just the usual arguing broke me. Lost feelings ever since then, but I still tried to work through everything.

....idk, my dad's always told me once people start yelling it's time to be done because it's to much. I'm sad because he's leaving but I just don't feel the same anymore.