Well I found out today I’ve got Gonorhea and Chlamydia (yay me). When I was getting swab an STD crossed my mind but I didn’t think it would be possible because I’ve gone weeks without sex. But found out that it can take weeks for symptoms to show. And sometimes they don’t show at all.

But I’ve only been with 2 guys, A took my virginity and he always wear a condom and B doesn’t. I was stupid to believe he was clean when I had asked. But can’t change anything. It’s weird that I’m not mad at him rather at myself. Because I knew I should have been using condoms. Condoms are too ‘uncomfortable’ for him, ladies don’t believe if a man says that. Best to stay protected, than deal with an std. I just don’t know how to tell B, and A. Which I know won’t have anything but still want to make sure he doesn’t have it. I was with B the other day and noticed he had a cold sore on his lip, which I know could sometimes be an indication of an STD. So he either knows he’s got it and hasn’t said anything or he doesn’t. I really don’t want things to be awkward after telling him

From now on I’m carrying condoms in all shapes, sizes and flavours. Don’t care but everyone’s using a condom or no sex.