My rainbow baby is turning ONE!

Hey y’all, so I just wanted to share with you guys that Ruger Allen will be turning one on October 16th!

No he was not a 2019 baby.

I haven’t been in this group since I was pregnant in 2019.

My husband and I were expecting in February 2019, the last day of March we lost the baby at 11 weeks. Going through that was rough for me personally, not even my husband knows the pain I went through.

February 2020 we were pregnant again, shortly after my husbands grandfather passed, then in July 2020 I lost my grandmother, who I was a live in caregiver for, we had just told her we were having a boy. Ruger was a breech ambulance baby, he was born minutes before we got to the hospital, he wasn’t breathing, he was blueish/grey. The EMT had to get him to breathing before we could get out of the ambulance. If it wouldn’t have been for that EMT I’m not sure how the birth of my son would have played out. Anyone in that position knows how scary that is, I’m so thankful god was watching over us and answering my prayers at that moment. Aside from that scare and a small bruise on his hip from being breech, baby Ruger was 100% healthy ❣️❣️

Despite all the things we’ve been through & we’ve been going through lately, I’ve managed to stay positive until recently, things have just been rough.

I will forever remember my 2019 baby 👼🏻

I’ve always felt like keeping up with the 2019 babies, keeping in mind that mine is in heaven watching over his/her little family❣️

Sending love and prayers to anyone else who went through a loss of their baby 💔

I had a close friend that had a baby a week before Ruger, he passed at 3/4 months old. Loosing a child is something we should never have to go through.

From One month to 10!

(Cause he’s not quite 11 months just yet!)