need relationship advice

My bf and I have been dating for almost 2 years and we’ve been doing distance for a majority of the pandemic. During this time I’ve watched YouTube videos to try to cope with covid and why it was happening. I went into a rabbit hole and found religious videos saying basically to wait until marriage to have sex and it’s scared me into thinking I’ll go to hell if I don’t wait. I’ve also compared myself a lot to people and their relationships on social media, specifically people who are both practicing in their faith. For a few months now I’ve been feeling emotionally and physically kind of disconnected from my boyfriend. Idk if this is because of comparison or if I was just moving out of the honeymoon phase. I’ve been feeling guilty because my bf hasn’t doubted his feelings for me, but I’m suffering from comparison. Please let me know your opinions on if this is normal or if maybe I’m not into him anymore? I’m really struggling.