So my relationship is now a smoke. I am heartbroken and I don’t feel like I have the energy to meet someone and start from 0 again at this point. But I really want to be a mom, I feel like I am ready. I really want a baby. And I wanted it to be before I am 35 since I don’t have any other children and have never been pregnant before (ob/gyn recommended I have 1st child before 35).

I m turning 33 this year and I have been thinking going through a sperm donation process to conceive. Do you think I am crazy?