This year has been a bit rocky for my best friend and I…

Firstly, on the FIRST day of school she started planning and pushing me and my boyfriend to move to a city where she planned on going to university even though I couldn’t find a any courses that I was interested in at that university. When I told them I wasn’t fully ready to consider the idea of moving out (because I wanted to focus on my senior year of high school) she said that it was my boyfriend who was pushing the idea on our group chat and not her… when I had had that conversation with my boyfriend and although at first the idea was a bit much it didn’t feel pressuring like when she wanted us all to move in together… and she mainly just wanted this so she wouldn’t be alone when she moved away.

For the most part I am over this…

But, then I felt like she was starting to make moves on my boyfriend and out of my anger I cause a fight between us… not that she realised it was about that but there was also other reasons as I had realised for my anger (it has been pointed out to me that she hasn’t exactly been the best friend), once I told her about this she denied having anything for my boyfriend but even though she says that I STILL feel like she likes him… lately it feels worse

My state is still in lockdown and so we haven’t been able to see each other for a month or so. Throughout all of lockdown it feels like she’s been a bitch to me, every time I sent something I thought was funny she’d talk about how “is someone reported that the police could think of it as a threat” to a MEME or when I told her that the cases that had been found in the area are FALSS positives and has been CONFIRMED in the NEWS she said that there needed to be retesting (THEY WOULD NOT SAY THAT IF THERE NEEDED TO BE RETESTING!) and she’s constantly treating my boyfriend nicer than she does me, it’s makes me want to leave the group chat and I had a couple of weeks ago due to this which I somewhat told my boyfriend about how I was feeling but didn’t tell her…

She also got upset, because on the last week of school there is going to be a dress up day type thing and we get to choose the theme, my boyfriend and I chose celebrity couples and plan on doing a couples costume as would be expected, to be honest I wasn’t the biggest fan of ANY of the themes but my boyfriend mentioned that one so I chose it (it also gives me an excuse to do couples costumes as I have been wanting to do it for dress up days all year and I can finally do it) she got upset because she’s single and wouldn’t able to do a couples thing, I have tried my best to include her and NOT make her feel like a 3rd wheel THE ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP!