This entire journey is so stressful and so disheartening. We’ve been trying and not succeeding, not trying (still BD) and not succeeding. Took the stress out of charting and bam unlocked a new stress!!!!

So AF was due to start on the 15th and she never showed! Yay right? Nope! On the 15th, 16th and 17th I tested and got a BFN. Used all different types of tests and nothing. So today I go to test and still BFN but this time now I have brown discharge when I wipe. AF is trying to show up now? Is it spotting? It can’t be just spotting right? All my test are BFN...

Now here I am sitting in limbo unsure of what’s going on, I’m trying not to be too emotional but it’s been such a long journey and with Glow being so painfully accurate and my cycle be so completely regular this is throwing me off. For 6 years I have never been late. Now I’m late with a bunch of negatives and it’s so frustrating.

I am mentally drained by this entire process. Just drained.